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Oops I did it again

It feels as good as the first time in years
So much better than the tears
A high like no other
Until I come down
Then it will be time
For the next go round
Euphoria
Euphoria
So damn high
Wanting
But unable
Unable to die
Am I spiraling
Yeah I guess
But this feels good
I digress
Feeling euphoric in my drunken state
Releasing the junk
That's on my plate
It's placating
Placating until they see
The demons
The darkness inside of me.

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